early bird

One thing I know for sure is that I ain't an early bird. I love staying till late and sleeping in till afternoon. Yet trip to Italy made me realize that there may be some good side in waking up early and going through some issues till the stomach asks for a break. Today was the first day to start working early, relatively early, and by half past 11 I have already finished several projects, so I might use this as the custom and start my day with an early morning, cup of coffee and smile on the face.

But looking at the laptop clock, 1:50 am an realizing that I have to get up at 7:20 makes me re-think the idea. Let's see what tomorrow brings...

learning to live

Life is a strange and manipulative lady, it shows you signs which one cannot depict and year after year image becomes clearer to the point when picture is identifiable .... but than it is too late and life has past by you like a hurricane and only images from the past hunt you. Images that are nothing but fighting and reaching for an unattainable and invisible goal, which cannot be concurred anymore. At the end you lived your life without enjoying it. And this is the mistake that cannot be undone and the one that cannot be forgotten or forgiven.

This is the case, unless one realizes that life does not have a goal, achieving of which a life should be sacrificed, rather it is about a path that each individual covers and while walking this road you should enjoy it, not sacrifice pretty much or everything for attaining it, but turn left if you know that at the corner there is a party and postpone achieving the goal buy one hour, a day or a year, but continue your path with new inspiration, passion and admiration. Since, if you do not turn at the corner you will regret all your life, thinking about lost opportunities, missed lovers and spent years.

This virtue is not taught at schools or universities, at least in those ones that I attended, but this is the greatest wisdom that I have learned in this life, which yet needs to be fulfilled.