What is the life, when everything is grey,
The hills, the trees and even the bays,
Depression, frustration and searching solutions
Are the result of our false illusions.............
Thursday, 16 July 2009
Tuesday, 14 July 2009
Agrrrrrrr
Sitting and waiting for Her Excellency to call and tell me where we are meeting tonight. Is it that difficult to be punctual? I don't get it. But hope the evening will be nice. updates 2morrow.
The day has arrived
Ohhhh, i was waiting for this day for sooo long. 2morrow its time for Harry Potter. Who cares that i will go to movies alone!!!!
BRUNO (give me Dar4)
So much was written and said about the movie, that of course we decided to watch it.So Since Miss Abu and me joined our forces to attack gtown cinema and Mr. A also expressed his wish to come with us (after Miss Abu, in truly diplomatic way told him about our plans), of course we decided to watch it together, though it was Ms. Abu and me that managed it (don't' know whether it was good or not).
The movie: You will love it or hate it, or won't care. I guess I don't fill any of these fields, since I just watched it and had a good time. First of all it is too erotic, bu dirty erotic, (well Miss G actually liked that part, but not sure if this would have been a case, if I were a gay), stupidly offensive (though at times funny) and simply putting all stereotypes of gay-ism seen by heterosexual (which actually is the worst thing for me).
But it also delivered some messages (or I tried desperately to find them), portraying the world of celebrities and Hollywood as shallow and sarcastic; the topic of abortion and peace making. All this of course in a shallow and cynic European way. Did I like the movie, no, did I hate it - no. It was the movie to be seen, but there is nothing to discuss.
Viva anal bleaching
The movie: You will love it or hate it, or won't care. I guess I don't fill any of these fields, since I just watched it and had a good time. First of all it is too erotic, bu dirty erotic, (well Miss G actually liked that part, but not sure if this would have been a case, if I were a gay), stupidly offensive (though at times funny) and simply putting all stereotypes of gay-ism seen by heterosexual (which actually is the worst thing for me).
But it also delivered some messages (or I tried desperately to find them), portraying the world of celebrities and Hollywood as shallow and sarcastic; the topic of abortion and peace making. All this of course in a shallow and cynic European way. Did I like the movie, no, did I hate it - no. It was the movie to be seen, but there is nothing to discuss.
Viva anal bleaching
Al Colombiano Part 2
Well I considered myself to be a good organizer and manager, actually I still think that I rock that field, but obviously not when I try to please several actors in the game. I planned a party at Lima and quite a few people were going and everything seemed to be ok, but then of course HER EXCELLENCY SC came to DC and I wanted to meet and talked to her. However since I planned my day with Miss Abu, we kinda went to meet her together. Meet her is a very understating expression of what have happened: as I planned to be in club around 10, and SC told me to meet her at 9, I thought that everything was going on according to the plan. Haha, not so much, when you have to deal with Georgians.
SC was late for 2 hours. Not just 15 minutes or even 30 minutes, but 2 hours. Instead of meeting her at 9 I met her at 11. By that time, I was majorly pissed, and my friends were constantly on the phone, suggesting to change a club, since the cover charge in Lima was $20. Finally I met SG for just 5 mins telling her that I would meet her the next day and rushed with Ms. Abu to the Papermoon.
Ok, here comes the part on Al Colombiano: Ms. Abu is not a great fan of latin music, especially salsa and merengue, so the only thing she asked was to go anywhere except latin place and actually I had good plans of us going to Lima. But since we chose Paper, I can say that it is the one of the most latin places in DC (though it also is considered to be Italian cuisine). So of course Ms. A was majorly pissed, since it was all about, mover la cintura y guayar. Ah yes Mr. A was with us as well, the one and only Mr. A, who though being latin, is really missing some of the key features of it and is not really enjoying his music tampoco. So with only 60 mins on the dance floor, from which I enjoyed each ad every second, we made a decision to leave La Paper and go, where? firstly to 3rd Ed., though when we saw the line, around 30 meters, we called it a day and went home sleeping and decided to meet the next day to watch BRUNO!
Conclusion: Miss G. don't try to please everyone, though we are quite sure its pretty late for any changes ;)
P.S. But harbour at night was so spectacular!!!!
SC was late for 2 hours. Not just 15 minutes or even 30 minutes, but 2 hours. Instead of meeting her at 9 I met her at 11. By that time, I was majorly pissed, and my friends were constantly on the phone, suggesting to change a club, since the cover charge in Lima was $20. Finally I met SG for just 5 mins telling her that I would meet her the next day and rushed with Ms. Abu to the Papermoon.
Ok, here comes the part on Al Colombiano: Ms. Abu is not a great fan of latin music, especially salsa and merengue, so the only thing she asked was to go anywhere except latin place and actually I had good plans of us going to Lima. But since we chose Paper, I can say that it is the one of the most latin places in DC (though it also is considered to be Italian cuisine). So of course Ms. A was majorly pissed, since it was all about, mover la cintura y guayar. Ah yes Mr. A was with us as well, the one and only Mr. A, who though being latin, is really missing some of the key features of it and is not really enjoying his music tampoco. So with only 60 mins on the dance floor, from which I enjoyed each ad every second, we made a decision to leave La Paper and go, where? firstly to 3rd Ed., though when we saw the line, around 30 meters, we called it a day and went home sleeping and decided to meet the next day to watch BRUNO!
Conclusion: Miss G. don't try to please everyone, though we are quite sure its pretty late for any changes ;)
P.S. But harbour at night was so spectacular!!!!
Saturday, 11 July 2009
Al Colombiano Part 1
Just got home; it was a very intense, interesting and funny day. From early in the morning and believe me 10 am is a bit early for Miss G, I met Miss R to go shopping, the thing that I love the most, only after "the old lady". Notwithstanding a very good breakfast that we had and which continued until 11:30 (I strangely get used to eating bacon for a breakfast)we managed to stroll and imitate shopping. With only 2 glasses we decided to go and do what we do the best, e.g. to eat. Nothing compares to a good slice of pizza, even if you get it in Cosi when you are really hungry. And of course after the good food the best thing to do is to sleep.
But of course, there could be no day without at least one surprise. Actually it was not a surprise and I was waiting this news forever, which was to find the last grade I got for my 3 credit human rights class; the grade I was the most nervous about and it was of such crucial importance that literally could have decided my future path in life. So here I was standing, actually lying, with the envelope in my hands, afraid to open it. But this was not the time for hesitations, and since my fate has already been decided, I tore the paper apart and saw the first important info, the grade was A. It is difficult to describe what I felt; the feeling of achievement and satisfaction, pride and thankfulness, and all because of a small grade A. Ok, the one step was done, now it was the time to find out what was the final result of this year. And of course, when it comes to counting your Miss G is really a blast, what in 3 numbers that were written I did not understand is beyond me, but I was lost. But hopefully it was quickly double-checked, this I can do well and blistfully exhaled. Miss G: Mission Accomplished!!!
But of course, there could be no day without at least one surprise. Actually it was not a surprise and I was waiting this news forever, which was to find the last grade I got for my 3 credit human rights class; the grade I was the most nervous about and it was of such crucial importance that literally could have decided my future path in life. So here I was standing, actually lying, with the envelope in my hands, afraid to open it. But this was not the time for hesitations, and since my fate has already been decided, I tore the paper apart and saw the first important info, the grade was A. It is difficult to describe what I felt; the feeling of achievement and satisfaction, pride and thankfulness, and all because of a small grade A. Ok, the one step was done, now it was the time to find out what was the final result of this year. And of course, when it comes to counting your Miss G is really a blast, what in 3 numbers that were written I did not understand is beyond me, but I was lost. But hopefully it was quickly double-checked, this I can do well and blistfully exhaled. Miss G: Mission Accomplished!!!
Friday, 10 July 2009
a real posting diarrhea
Here am I in my crazy loft, where its all the time freezing no matter summer or winter. Good choice chica; next time find something more humanely. I just cannot understand, how in the loft it can be freezing, when outside is 74 degrees? Well apparently in my world this can happen easily. I am drinking my Polar Springs with Raspberry Lime essence and actually enjoying my life.
So instead of working hard on my translation, which I promised to myself I will do, Im writing god knows what and waiting for tonight, to crazy latin open house, though really far far away from downtown. I am sure it will be a blast, well its always fun if you go to latin parties, especially if fernanda is the one that organizes them. The girl is so fantastic and always in a good mood. So lets see what this evening brings us. No expectations, just cool feeling. I guess by this approach to life it will be easier to find my path. lets see.....
So instead of working hard on my translation, which I promised to myself I will do, Im writing god knows what and waiting for tonight, to crazy latin open house, though really far far away from downtown. I am sure it will be a blast, well its always fun if you go to latin parties, especially if fernanda is the one that organizes them. The girl is so fantastic and always in a good mood. So lets see what this evening brings us. No expectations, just cool feeling. I guess by this approach to life it will be easier to find my path. lets see.....
Time flies, we get older
I was considering deleting of this blog when I saw that its already 3 years since I started writing here. 3 years of my life, period that so many things happened that changed or influenced my life. I read several posts again and it feels so comfy and homely to once again experience those feelings and anxiety that I had when writing all these, that I decided not only leave the blog, but try to update it regularly, and by it I mean nearly daily. Let's see how I', gonna cope with this.
Meanwhile, I promise to myself that I will start loving the life, cos I really have a good one!!!!
Meanwhile, I promise to myself that I will start loving the life, cos I really have a good one!!!!
lost track
How long I was silent here? And nobody has noticed anything. Is it the way our life is working? You live and nobody cares, you die and nobody notices?
Saturday, 31 January 2009
Wednesday, 28 January 2009
....2009....
So much happened since my last blog entry. All I wished in new year was peaceful life for me and for my close ones. This was wished for a reason; my intuition never failed me and this time I knew that something was coming.
It came and went, without leaving a single trace. Only those remember her that loved her so much. It is true, the main thing why I wanted to go home was to see her. To contemplate her emotions when she saw me. And now what? She is gone, gone cos I decided so. I am cruel, so cruel. No, I am a monster.
But I believe that in life everything happens for a reason. We just have to understand it and adjust our lives. At the moment I am trying to get it and to make necessary changes. I am trying, really, though sometimes I am lost. No, majority of times I am lost.
I dream about her nearly every night. Sometimes I am afraid to go to sleep. She will be in my heart forever. And nobody's gonna understand how I feel.
Now I wanted to be loved and love somebody. Is it too demanding or complicated? Just to share my world with somebody? Even for a short time? But I guess the answer to this wish is very complicated....
It came and went, without leaving a single trace. Only those remember her that loved her so much. It is true, the main thing why I wanted to go home was to see her. To contemplate her emotions when she saw me. And now what? She is gone, gone cos I decided so. I am cruel, so cruel. No, I am a monster.
But I believe that in life everything happens for a reason. We just have to understand it and adjust our lives. At the moment I am trying to get it and to make necessary changes. I am trying, really, though sometimes I am lost. No, majority of times I am lost.
I dream about her nearly every night. Sometimes I am afraid to go to sleep. She will be in my heart forever. And nobody's gonna understand how I feel.
Now I wanted to be loved and love somebody. Is it too demanding or complicated? Just to share my world with somebody? Even for a short time? But I guess the answer to this wish is very complicated....
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