Smile. Such an easy word but has so big influence on peoples lives. just put the genuine smile on your face and you can feel the difference immediately. Your mood is changed, you are happy and want to transmit this happiness to everyone around you; your eyes are twinkling, cheek are the color of peach; you are noticing the things that you did not pay any attention before: the broadness and mighty of streets, the uniqueness of houses, the peaceful singing of birds the colorful flashes of the fountains, water of which is illuminated by the rays of sun.
And what is incredible is that each and every person around you is taking a look on you; both male and female. It is not the look of envy, jealousy hatred, it is just a mere look of surprise, admiration that notwithstanding the difficulties on your path of life, social, economic spiritual or any other obstacles or troubles, you manage to look sane, beautiful, full of life, you want to enjoy every minute of beingness in this world and want to do all this together with the people that are around you.
And of course this gives strengths to others to forget about their troubles and walk in the streets with bright, sophisticated and contaminated smile...
Friday, 31 August 2007
Thursday, 30 August 2007
The special day - a birthday
Uh, today I am being too active I guess ;)
This day some years ago, very special person to me - a girl called Marija - was born.
I want to show her my respect and congratulate her with this important day.
Marija, you are one of the greatest persons I have met in my life; beautiful, smart, wise, friendly, clever and just a fun person to live with.
Hope I will meet you soon.
TG
This day some years ago, very special person to me - a girl called Marija - was born.
I want to show her my respect and congratulate her with this important day.
Marija, you are one of the greatest persons I have met in my life; beautiful, smart, wise, friendly, clever and just a fun person to live with.
Hope I will meet you soon.
TG
Raining
Yesterday I had a panic attack again. It is a very complex feeling, when you are anxious, worried, sick, sweaty, cannot concentrate on anything, just feel how the panic builds up in you and you can do nothing about it. So as you can imagine I had very a difficult and sleepless night with the nightmares. It's not the first time I have such attacks, but I guess now its the period that I try to battle them, but so far without any result. I don't want to go to a doctor to have prescription drugs as I am afraid that I will be hooked and I am indeed afraid of it.
But do you believe in intuition? I always have thought that those attacks were without any reason, and were caused by stress, too much food etc., but yesteray at 3am there was a knock at the door, I opened it and there was Gigi - my beloved brother, who was in Bulgaria for holidays. He came back 2 days earlier. Indeed it had been a nice surprise, but now I comprehend that last 2 days, my conscience knew about that trip and was worried. From now on, I will really depend on my intuition alot.
Today it is raining the whole day. It's strange but I like this state of weather very much. I can stare blankly at rain and into distance and have a sensation of unity with mother-nature; realizing that you are just a little part of the mighty world but you can have such a power to do so many unimaginary things, or stay small, feeble person. I think this is one of the most extraordinary understandings of merging and interflowing with the nature.
evening of 30th, still in tbilisi
TG
But do you believe in intuition? I always have thought that those attacks were without any reason, and were caused by stress, too much food etc., but yesteray at 3am there was a knock at the door, I opened it and there was Gigi - my beloved brother, who was in Bulgaria for holidays. He came back 2 days earlier. Indeed it had been a nice surprise, but now I comprehend that last 2 days, my conscience knew about that trip and was worried. From now on, I will really depend on my intuition alot.
Today it is raining the whole day. It's strange but I like this state of weather very much. I can stare blankly at rain and into distance and have a sensation of unity with mother-nature; realizing that you are just a little part of the mighty world but you can have such a power to do so many unimaginary things, or stay small, feeble person. I think this is one of the most extraordinary understandings of merging and interflowing with the nature.
evening of 30th, still in tbilisi
TG
Wednesday, 29 August 2007
The begining
I've always wanted to blog, as it gives the chance to expose your life to others and collect your memories into one place, where you can alwasy come back and remember the times you have spent, dive into the moments of joy, hapinessm sadness, madness etc lol. I even had one blog where I tried to discribe my life, though at that time my life was quite boring, so there was actually nothing to discribe and show. Hopefully, this time around it will be all different, as I am involved alot in travelling, experiencing living in new places and countries, meeting new poeple and gaining so much from this experience.
Meantime, I am in my hometown Tbilisi, the world's most beautiful place, where everything is so familiar, the town, its old architecture, small cosy streets, nice bars, the people that always seem to understand you from the first word. This is the place where there is a strange feeling that you know everybody around, understand their emotions, see their feelings in their eye. I guess this is the feeling that can only be felt in your hometown, the place that you call home and where you always want to come back, the place where you belong.
29/08 Tbilisi
TG
p.s. thanx to V. Djorbenadze for the great view of Tbilisi
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