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It is good that time is unstopable. It means that people will get over anything; and what is meant to be will happen. The same stry with me. Finally 1 week ago I flew to Washington DC and started my new life from the scratch.

I stayed in Marriott at the Woodley park and statred searching for the flat. Marriott was ok but a bit too expenseve, so had to move out ASAP. Seen several flats and at first was shoked for several reasons: 1. understanding of distance in DC is very different from Georgia. Here in 5 blocks (around 20-30 mins of walking)everything is close. So when I saw the first appartment where it was noted that it was 7 minutes from metro, it happended to be around 15. I wander what is the spead of walkinging in DC. 2. Why being a student automatically equals to carelessness and dirtyness? I have seen places where I wouldn't even have imagined living in.

But finally i found one nice place, 2,5 blocks from the tenley metro, from where I take a shuttle till the law school. It is a huge loft, which comprises of leaving room and bedroom; well kind of studio type. The only minus is that I am sgaring my bathroom with one girl, whom I have seen only once. It is a it uncomfortable, but will manage as I did in Italy with Marija; though I never had any problems whatsoever with her.

Moreover, I have my free internet and what is more important my huge TV whith cable; isn't it amazing?

So I am trying to settle down in DC at the moment and things are not going too bad.

HIM

He was the best, really best, from the beginning. You could see him doing twice as much as others did, just to be as good as they were and even better. He had his goals and he was struggling to achieve them. Nobody had any doubts that he would have been great someday, and so this day came, and it continued for 9 years. He enjoyed his life, he had everything sex, drugs, rock'n'roll. People thought he was selfish, arrogant, vain, but he did not care, he knew that time takes everything, so he used his chances, pressed all the right buttons and enjoyed life. He was master of himself. He was capable of what others can't do, be happy when u can.

And this happiness prolonged for 9 years, by then I guess he was already understanding that it is coming to an end, but you can never foresee it. It just waits around the corner, and flashes into your eyes when you least wait.

But happiness costs, he paid too high price. He paid in kind, by his own self. And when he couldn't do anymore the happiness ended. His life has been "pay as you play". Until he had the strengths he did so, but he was too tired. He had to go somewhere down.

It is always very hard to switch from top to lower, where everything is different, where your name costs nothing, as if you have not done anything in your life. You could see, it was difficult for him, he tried, but he was not the same, as he gave his all to somebody else.

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He left ... for the second time... it's hard to think straight... once again it's obvious that he is wise ... all the best luck... will miss you ...