life is a funny thing

and everybody tries to f*uck e up. i should learn a lesson for once: live for myself, get a job where i am happy and free and dont get mad of angry, selfish and arrogant people. TG learn it or you will suffer more and more

Sea, sand and sun

I'm in one of the most fastest growing seaside resorts of black sea. It is soo beatuful, wheather is fantastic, mood is great and company is comming, so I am genuinly happy!!!!

Am I a workaholic, or I am an workaholic

Should I really be bothered if somebody in my Office goes out for lunch for 2 hours instead of 1? or if u have some urgent matters that you need to attend to, can't you use a cell and inform a boss that you will be late?

I do not care if others think I am a bitch, but I want everybody to be at their respective work places in time. Or I am requesting to know why they are not!

Back to the beginning

I remembered giving a promise that if I leave this place, I will make sure I won't return here. So wrong! I did!
Do I suffer from this decision?
Yes I do!
Who is to blame for this decision?
Only me!

So tarting from a scratch, I am trying to run away again. Why is that? Is it only me, or are there other people on this earth that do not belong where God want them to live? But should I fight it? Or should I just give up? I am afraid that if I do the latter, I will go nuts pretty soon, why? Cos, I dress differently, I think and speak differently, my values are not the same as values of other people, my conscience alters from everybody elses. And I am forced to endure all this, being alone, so alone.

Why are my posts always so depresive?